So I was going to write a post filled with cynicism and self-loathing, but then a good friend and I started a webcam chat and all the bad shit went away. I love when that happens. When a friend just knows what you need when you don't even tell them. I've missed him terribly as well, and seeing his face reminded me that people really do care. I was going to write about how the only person you'll ever have is yourself, but I no longer find that to be true. I believe that there are people out there, whether they're coming into your life or are packing up and leaving, that will change how you think and how you see the world. I was terribly depressed; ready for a night of broken sleep and tears, when I saw his smile, heard his laugh, and was brought back to the time where nothing big really mattered. Where responsibilities were fleeting and all we cared about was each other and what could make us happy. Simple things.

Thank you, Trevor Hart. Thank you.